Something changed. But a lot did not. Somewhere I held on to nothing although it felt amazingly complete. It wasnt a dream, but this wasnt true either. Not true to feel but true to exist. This was a virtual hold. This existed in a virtual time. I wish I could only once want to make this true. If only for a day. So true. True to feel. True to hold. I wanted this to exist. I would make this true. Something, someday will change.