I'm an escapist. Once again, in search of the wants, I'm taking off. To be with myself, to be who I always was. To face fear, to be strong. To make a decision and stand by it. To walk it again, but yet so fast.. almost run.

Life has been ruthless, not a drop of the ocean touched me so long. Not a smile I did not doubt. I never could have been older and matuared than what I feel right now.

I trusted and I still trust everything I ever did and will do. I wont regret, but I know I will fear. I will come back after I know who and how I can be. I know, I'll be fine to see and smile.

I will survive.