~ To betray you must first belong ~

Words from a stranger:

Dear Friend,

Putting up your mail here, just so that people can read it to understand you too :) Thanks for the kind words

Manali

A mail me received:

well...wht to start wth..bt today mistakenly i peeped into some1's innerself and guess wht i saw..thr is som1 who is atlst a better thinker and approchable thn this dark illusion!!well...a full lenght sketch of som1 has been portrayed...bt..its like a tangled lines..reluctant to gve a shape...a thought bt jst striving wthout knowing whr they r heading for...i really wud hav appreciated if i; represntng a whole slot of people, woudl hav taken wth a feelng tht they also exist...intangibly..if nt really....n thr is no pt to be confined in a shell bt to b a bit expressive sometimes..we talk bt relationshp/frndshp n all...bt still a bit skeptical bt ourslf...is this wt som1's says a helpless n unwinding feelng? naah...only a utter silence evrywhr provoking people to b comfrbtle whle expressing....i dont write things till the time i really dont feel them popping inside..i hav tried to write these lines to the extent tht only u wud b able to get wt i wanna say...bt billoo......keep smiling!!

I've seen the end, before it ever began..
The best part is that he wont break my heart.. I know.. He never will.. he can break a heart thats already broken.
People like me know to survive. I know when to kiss and i know when to kill. There isnt any point in living when what you can never do is feel life.

Now is when I actually start to feel.. friendships form, but relationship's happen!

What I See..

Life.. suprisingly untangled this time :)
its when my world came crashing down did I see that the universe was a better place to be in..!

Suddenly, life seems to be introducing an angel, in disguise of a taken soul! Whatever that may be, its the universe that i see ..

" Long years ago we made a tryst with destiny, and now the time comes when we will redeem our pledge, not wholly or in full measure, but very substantially. At the stroke of the midnight hour, when the world sleeps, India will awake to life and freedom. A moment comes, which comes but rarely in history, when we step out from the old to the new, when an age ends and when the soul of a nation, long suppressed, finds utterance .... We end today a period of ill fortune, and India discovers herself again."

1947 - Jawaharlal Nehru

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Just when I thought I was making the most of what I had, reality hit me hard on my face. Perhaps I never used what I always had. I never used the inner strength that could actually move mountains. Today I know I still am a weakling..!

I kept thinking about my past, about the wonderful people who entered my life, and left me just at the right time. Are my regrets right that I should have never let them go? I miss them too much today. Every single moment that I see them happy, I feel, I should have been a part. Is it too late to get back?

Questions of the heart... remain unanswered!

The Suspense juz Poofed Up!

Giggle! There you go!
Finally, the page turned and the cold man spoke! For what i thought would be his answer to the million dollar question my 'hero' armed knight turned out to be a scarecrow! The man that he was, he found it a lil difficult to answer thus juz let himself be mute. Like me like me not, he just is a coward I tell myself today.
Once upon a time he was 'ma man', he never spoke but it was legal to dream abt him i thot. Da man that he is, he let me be dumb abt myself :) Aha! He neve spoke!

Yes Yes! This is a matrimonial proposal that went bad. The best part is, the girl aint at fault .. he DA MAN ;)