Do u hear?

A simple 'hi' complimented with a smile, all that I seeked from the beastly human!

Alas, heretic and a rebel, with 3D armour he glances away as though I were not existing. I plead guilty for not observing the style other maidens would, but after months did I get his name.

He still doesnt talk to me, although I still wait for him to call. To me he is a million dollar baby, only if he'd give me a chance. Juz one conversation and one smile.. complimented with a glance.. too much did i ask for.

He still doesnt know who I am.. but would he then.. care to call??

I'm an escapist. Once again, in search of the wants, I'm taking off. To be with myself, to be who I always was. To face fear, to be strong. To make a decision and stand by it. To walk it again, but yet so fast.. almost run.

Life has been ruthless, not a drop of the ocean touched me so long. Not a smile I did not doubt. I never could have been older and matuared than what I feel right now.

I trusted and I still trust everything I ever did and will do. I wont regret, but I know I will fear. I will come back after I know who and how I can be. I know, I'll be fine to see and smile.

I will survive.

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What is more important to you the love you share, the memories you have or the lover?

Reading my post's put many in a dilemma.. the answer to their trillion dollar remains ... Yes! I'm very much Single :)

I might be the only person on the face of the earth that knows you're the greatest man on earth. I might be the only one who appreciates how amazing you are in every single thing that you do, and how you are with other people, and in every single thought that you have, and how you say what you mean, and how you almost always mean something that's all about being straight and good. I think most people miss that about you, and I watch them, wondering how they can watch you rule, and never get that they just met the simplest man alive. And the fact that I get it makes me feel good, about me.

I looked into his eyes again today.. seemed like nothing had changed. Was it the same story that Alice experienced in wonderland? What is this Mad Hatter upto anyways?

He cant be taken.. I tried.. but he flutters away. I desperately try to hate him, thats the only escape I have. Maybe this is the despair of my human life. There is something so agonizing yet so beautiful of this superficial relationship I share with this immortal taken soul. Surrounded with his jesters, he's rules like a king from the tales. His sight makes me weak, but his words make me strong. Is this what they name as intermediate love? Maybe or Maybe not..