I've seen the end, before it ever began..
The best part is that he wont break my heart.. I know.. He never will.. he can break a heart thats already broken.
People like me know to survive. I know when to kiss and i know when to kill. There isnt any point in living when what you can never do is feel life.

Now is when I actually start to feel.. friendships form, but relationship's happen!

What I See..

Life.. suprisingly untangled this time :)
its when my world came crashing down did I see that the universe was a better place to be in..!

Suddenly, life seems to be introducing an angel, in disguise of a taken soul! Whatever that may be, its the universe that i see ..

" Long years ago we made a tryst with destiny, and now the time comes when we will redeem our pledge, not wholly or in full measure, but very substantially. At the stroke of the midnight hour, when the world sleeps, India will awake to life and freedom. A moment comes, which comes but rarely in history, when we step out from the old to the new, when an age ends and when the soul of a nation, long suppressed, finds utterance .... We end today a period of ill fortune, and India discovers herself again."

1947 - Jawaharlal Nehru

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Just when I thought I was making the most of what I had, reality hit me hard on my face. Perhaps I never used what I always had. I never used the inner strength that could actually move mountains. Today I know I still am a weakling..!

I kept thinking about my past, about the wonderful people who entered my life, and left me just at the right time. Are my regrets right that I should have never let them go? I miss them too much today. Every single moment that I see them happy, I feel, I should have been a part. Is it too late to get back?

Questions of the heart... remain unanswered!

The Suspense juz Poofed Up!

Giggle! There you go!
Finally, the page turned and the cold man spoke! For what i thought would be his answer to the million dollar question my 'hero' armed knight turned out to be a scarecrow! The man that he was, he found it a lil difficult to answer thus juz let himself be mute. Like me like me not, he just is a coward I tell myself today.
Once upon a time he was 'ma man', he never spoke but it was legal to dream abt him i thot. Da man that he is, he let me be dumb abt myself :) Aha! He neve spoke!

Yes Yes! This is a matrimonial proposal that went bad. The best part is, the girl aint at fault .. he DA MAN ;)

whispers and laughter..

tears and more..

Its Love!

The latest man in my life has been doing some wonderful adorable things for me. Its been indeed a fairy tale for me, as I first saw him on the 14th february, the much auspicious, Valentines day this year. I never chose him, but he did..

Its been beautiful since then.. I seem to remember every little thing that he does..

His first kiss, when he ended up leaving his marks on my ear.. His accidently tearning a part of my dress.. Sucha Man!

Its really amazing to watch him get all excited when he see's me walking into the room or calling out his name..

I love you Spartan! You prove it all.. at times, Dogs are much better than Men!